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i'm back!

cookiesareawsome — 2009-05-17T20:58:00Z

holy shiz, i think i abandoned buzznet for like, what, a year- at least?!

i'm sooooooooo sorry i left requests and shit waiting. i feel so ignorant.. =

but, i'm back now, and yeah. so. =].

just thought i'd make it official with a journal entry.

Cheating Lovers And Guns May Make For A Good Story, But So Does Two Rock Bands In One House [Chapter 23]

cookiesareawsome — 2007-12-02T21:48:00Z

"I'M THE BEST DAMN THING THAT YOUR EYES HAVE EVER SEEN!!" Brendon was screaming to his I-pod as we all stared at him. "Dude." Pete said nudging Brendon as he took his head phone out. "Shut up." Brendon rolled his eyes and stuck his earbud back in. I could here the end of the best damn thing by Avril ending, And Nelly Furtado's Maneater coming on. "Uncle Brendon's a crazy weirdo." Skyler commented from across Spencer's small room. We'd been at the hospital for nearly a week now, And we hadn't gotten any updates from the doctor's on Spencer's condition, Which really started pissing me off. "She's a maneater, Make you work hard, Make you spend hard..." He mumbled the chourus as the music blasted. I brushed his bangs out of his eyes and he smiled at me. I stole an head phone and stuck it in my own ear. I nibbled a caramel chocolate rice crispie bar and sipped a glass of red Kool-Aid. I honestly cant remember the flavour, Cherry or Fruit Punch. Brendon nuzzled his face against my neck and his stubble mad me shivver. "You need to shave, Little boy." I whispered seductively in his ear. "Is that an invite to the shower?" He whispered back, Raising his eyebrows up and down sevral times. "Possibly..." I smirked, Nibbling his ear lobe. Shae cleared her throat as to warn me of Skyler. "Sowwy, Muffin." I pouted givin Shae puppy dog eyes. "Is ok Fluffers. Just not in front of the kids. Or RyRy." She giggled. Ryan gave her a 'WTF?!' look and he turned away from her and pouted, Flipping his head up point his nose up at the ceiling. "Awwww... Baby Stud Muffin Cuddle Ball! Dont be mad at me pweese. I was just watching out fow you my little baby bubble." She gave her Brendon's poutey lip combined with his puppy dog eyes and she brushed her long bangs over one eye and tilted her head slightly. Ryan's mouth scrunched up into a sideways ball and he nodded. Shae hugged him tightly. Skyler giggled. "Yeah, Baby Stud Muffin Cuddle Ball Buble Baby. Dont be mad at my mommy!" She said standing up, Putting her hads on her hips and tilting her head to the side. "Or else what?" Ryan asked, Getting in Skyler's face, Poking her on the nose. "Hey, Get all up outta my grill!" She said loudly as the room uproared in hysterics. "Good Job, Babe! High five!" Gerard cheered, Sticking his hand up for her to slap. She slapped it hard. "Alright!!" He replied. Ryan gave Gerard an unhapppy look. "Two words." He said scrunching up his lips. "Fuck. You." Shae gave him a hard pound on the arm with the back of her hand. "RYAN!! I just gave Raquel crap for that. Keep it P.G!" She snapped, Whacking her husband again on the arm. "OW! What the hell was the second one for??!!" He growled, Rubbing his arm. "Because I know your gunna be an ass later." She crossed her arms. A cuddled up to Brendon. "This is under P.G, Right Muffin??" I asked worriedly. "Yes, Fluffers. It's not teaching Sky anything inapropreate." "Good. Because I couldn't LIVE without cuddling. I think I'd shrivvle up!" I laughed. All of a sudden, Pete randomly jumped up and cuddled up against Brendon. I gave him a WTF look, But he just replied with a simple: "Oh, Pish Posh, Fiddle Buns! I'm just having some harmless cuddling fun with Brenny Bear McFluffyBottom over here!!" I fell of the seat laughing. "Oh, So now I'm FiddleBuns?? I thought I was Panda, Fluffers, And uhm, Well, Theres one brendon calls me, But it's probably not so P.G." I said Giving the 'XD' face. Pete gave me the 'o_O' face and I replied with: "What, Is this and MSN conversation??" A few minutes of silance and I bursted out with: "G-A-B-E, GUNNA GET YOU HIIIIGH!!!" Every gave me the o_O face this time. "What? I miss Gabe. Sue me, Fuckers." I sulked. "That's it!
I have had it with these motherfucking snakes
on this motherfucking plane!"

Times are strange
We got a free upgrade for
snakes on a plane.
Fuck 'em, I don't care.
Bought the cheap champagne,
we're going down in flames, hey.

Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it.
Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it.
Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it.
Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it.

So kiss me goodbye.
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive.
So kiss me goodbye.
I can see the venom in their eyes...."

I sang, As everyone joined in, Except for Bob. So I tackled him and threatened to spit in his mouth if h didn't sing along, And he fearded me sometimes, So he agreed. I smirked and started us up again.

"So kiss me goodbye.
Honey I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye.
I can see the venom in their eyes
So kiss me goodbye.
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye.
I can see the venom in their eyes
Goodbye.

Ladies and gentlemen
These snakes are slitherin'
with dollar signs in they eyes
with tongues so reptilian
This industry's venomous
with cold-blooded sentiment
No need for nervousness
It's just a little turbulence.

So kiss me goodbye.
Honey I'm make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye.
I can see the venom in their eyes

So kiss me goodbye.
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye.
I can see the venom in their eyes
Goodbye.

Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it.
Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring.
Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it.
Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it.

We seem to be losing altitude
at an alarming pace
From Midtown to downtown
Snakes on a blog
I suggest you grab your ankles
and kiss your ass goodbye."

Gerard had a mini-mini mosh circle going on and He stopped and stumbled because he was slightly dizzy from head-banging. What a weird, Univentful day.

Cheating lovers and guns may make for agood story, But so does two rock bands in one house [Chapter 23]

cookiesareawsome — 2007-10-15T19:21:00Z

I woke up, Ignoring the awful deam. I was sweating a cold, Drenching sweat and panting like crazy. "Where's Brendon?" I asked, Quickly noticing that no-one was around. I heard talking out side. I got up. I headed out the door. No-one was there either. Well, Anyone I knew. "Hmmmh." I shrugged.I went back t Spencer's room. I sat by his bed and grabbed his hand. I stroked the back of it gently with my thumb. "I wish you'd wake up Spencer. I need you. I wish you were here. I miss having you around. And I swear if anything hapens to you, I don't know what I'll do." I said,Squeezing his hand lightly. Shae came into the room. She adjusted her glasses on the brim of her nose. "Oh, ey. Do you know where I could find my Brenny-Bear?" I asked. "He went shopping to the bst of my knowledge." She said, Sitting down beside me. Just then, The door swung open. "HEY HEY HAAAAAAAAI!!!!! I'm back party peeps! B. Urie's back in the hiz hous!!!!!!" He said all gangsta like. "BRENNY!!!" I screamed running up to him and giving him a flying hug. "Panda!!" He replied, Laughing. "Panda?" I asked confused. "Yeah. Since I couldn't make a nick-name out of Raquel, I named you Panda!" He replied, Setting me down. "Oh Ok." I smiled. I really never had nick-names growing up. My mother was always out of the picture ignoring my sister and I, And my Father was too drunk and horny all the time and was to pre-ocupied beating us or drinking to care about us or our names, Never mind nicknames. "Hey Panda, Can I ask you something privately?" Brendon asked. "Sure lover." I replied. We went into the bathroom of Spencer's room and Brendon locked the door. "Raquel, We've know eachother a while know, And I've loved you ever since I first layed my eyes on you. And I wanted to ask you a question...." I had no idea what was in store next, Or what he was going to say. "Raquel, Your Beautiful, Smart, Witty, Funny, And god knows what other words I could used to describe you. But let me get straight to the point." He took a deep breath in. "Raquel Simons, Will you marry me?" He was down on one knee and holding out a beautiful teal stoned ring. "OH MY GOD YES!!!!!" I screamed. Jumping into his arms. He swung me around, Kissing me like mad. He unlocked the door and ran off out the door of Spencer's room. I ran up to Shae. "OOH MY GOD SHAE, GUESS WHAT???!!!!!" I squeeled, Jumping up and down quickly. "What?" She asked, Lacking enthusiasm. "BRENDON ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEIIIIIIIIIH!!!!!!!!' I screamed. "Oh my god, Really??!!" She asked, Eyes the size of dinner plates. "YES!!!! Look!! I even have proof!!" I shrieked, Showing her my hand. "OH MY GOD!" She screamed. "THAT THING'S HUGE!!" She yelled, Staring at the beautiful stone. "Is'nt it gorgeous?" I asked. "YES!!" Sh laughed. I'm SOOOO happy for you!" She laughed, Hugging me. "Thank's Shae." I replied.

Hey ppl. If anyone still reads my fan fiction, I'm gunna be posting some pictures that fit with the story in my pictures area, Because I'm a tool and can't seem to figure out how to add pic's to my journal without fucking everything up. So keep posted to see them.

Cheating lovers and guns may make for a good story, But so does two rock bands in one house [Chapter 22]

cookiesareawsome — 2007-10-14T20:49:00Z

Once we arrived at the hospital, We decided to take a nap. I fell asleep quickly.

**********Dream**********

I found my self being pushed up against the wall by Patrick. I went to visit Pete and the boys for a while, When me and Patrick fell into a deadly fling. His kisses were leading dangerously down my neck. I let out a small gasp as the harmless pecks turned into gentle nibbles and bites. I knew I would have marks later but I really didn't care. I was with Patrick and thats all I wanted. All of a sudden, There was a knock on the front door. "Ah god, Who could that be?" Patrick growled, Getting up. I followed quietly behind him. I made sure my hair covered my neck. I creeped along behind Patrick quietly. "Oh hey Brendon." Patrick greeted Brendon. Oh shit. "Hey. Is Raquel aroun?" He asked. "Yeah, Actually." Patrick laughed worriedly. "Hey baby!" Brendon greeted lovingly. "Hi Brendon." I scowled. "Arnt you happy to see me?" Brendon asked looking hurt. "Huh? Oh yeah." I relied. I moved my hands, Totally forgetting the marks. I tucked the hair away. "Whats wrong with your neck?" He asked, Seeing the poppy peppered bruises. "Huh? Oh... Erm.... Uhm.... Uh.... Nohing...." I stammered. He pulled me in closer. I thought he might not figure out until he got close. "Your necks all spitty. And Those look like...... Teeth-marks...." He whispered th last bit. "It-It's not what it looks like, I'm sure..." I replied, Trying to keep cool. But I could already see the tears welling up in Brendons eyes. I could see all his hopes and dreams being crushed by the small hickeies on my neck. "It's not what it looks like..." I began. "Yes it is. I just can't belive you'd cheat on me like that. I thought you loved me. I thought I could trust you." He choked out. "Brendon, Look... It's not what you think it is." I knew what it was, And I knew that he knew. "How could you?" He squeeked. He ran away, Tears running down his face. What have done?

Hey ppls. Srry its taken so long to update. I've been tired and sick lately. Lol. Anyways, Here you go.

Cheating lovers and guns may make for a good story, But so does two rock bands in one house [Chapter 21]

cookiesareawsome — 2007-09-20T21:55:00Z

I headed to the bridge, It was just a small wooden one over a big ditch, But it was still a bridge. Brendon always went there to think. I saw him perched on the edge, His tummy pressed against the wooden railing. He was chucking rocks into the muddy, Poluted sewer drain off. "God, I fucking blew it. Now she hates me. Way to go Urie." He mumbled, Hurtling more rocks into the water. I walked towards him slowly. I sat beside him. "Hey." I gave a half smile. "Hey." He said, Looking awa. "Look Brenn, I didn't mean what I said. I was upset." I started, But he cut me off. "No, Don't be. I was being a stupi shit. I let love get to my head." I sighed. He was right. "We both were acting off character But thats what love's all abou right, Sacrifice." He continued. Once again, He was right. "We'd better get back." I said, Grabbing his hand, Pulling him up. We walked hand in hand head's resting on one anothers. "I love you." He said, Kissing my cheek."I love you too."

Srry its so shot. I'm on my cousin's lapto. Luv ya,

Cheryl<3

Cheating lovers and guns may make for a good story, But so does two rock bands in one house [Chapter 20]

cookiesareawsome — 2007-09-19T20:38:00Z

Tears were flowing down my face as I ran through the hospital to Spencer's room, Shut the door and locked it. Everyone stared at me. I put my back to the door and slid down it sobbing. Shae came up to me and hugged me. "Whats wrong sweetie?" She asked trying to calm me down. I started breathing short fast bursts. "Brendon... Yelled at me." I started sobbing again. "Awwww. Shhhhh. It's ok." She cooed, Rocking me slowly. "What did he say?" Ryan asked, Crunching his hands up into fists. "That... I-I-I didn't love... him." My breath was slowing down to normal, But very slowly. I stuttered alot. "Exscuse me."He growled, Scooting me and Shae away from the door. He unlocked it and walked out. His eyes were nearly flaming with anger. "No. Ryan, Don't do anything you'll regret." I gulped. "I won't. I'm just gunna kick the shit outta his ass." He said, No emotion in his voice. "No, Please. Don't. He's your best friend. He's just upset about Spencer. I-I, Dont know what else he could be upset about..." All of a sudden, it hit me. His dream. It must've been his dream! "No! Ryan! I know why he's mad! Let me solve this!" I said. Stopping him. "I'm coming with you." He looked straight ahead. "NO!" I yelled. "I mean, I can do this alone. Don't worry. He loves me. He won't hurt me." I said. "Ok, Fine." He kissed me on the cheek and headed back. but what I didn't know, Was I was as rong as ever.

Sorry it's so short. Tired and sick. Nearly 9pm here, Gotta get up at 6am. <3

Cheryl

Cheating lovers and guns may make for a good story, But so does two rock bands in one house [Chapter 19 b]

cookiesareawsome — 2007-09-17T17:50:00Z

"So how's Spencer?" I asked Jon, Getting up. I was a little pissed with Brendon. He said it nicely, But it sounded to sweet to be anything more than a cover for what he didn't want me to know. He knows I know when he sugar coats things. So technicly, All he said was a hollow, Fragile sugar coated: "Stop asking." "Oh. He's doing good. I wasn't very tired last night, So I stayed up and watched him sleep, He was crying and mumbling something about 'You not loving him.' " Jon's words snapped me out of my bitter thoughts, For just enough time to send me plumeting back to even deeper, colder more bitter thoughts. I felt as if I was drowning in them and emotion. "Thanks Jon." I smiled dilutedly. He pulled me into a warm hug and said, "He'll be all right kiddo. He's a strong trooper." I smiled. "Come on, Lets go get some coffee." Brendon monotoned, Tugging the sleeve of my shirt. "Nah. I think I'll stay here with Spencer. Gotta be supportive." "Please. Come with me." He whined impationatly. "Ok, Fine. I rolled my eyes and grabbed my argyle patterned hoodie and flung it on. After we were out of the building, I asked: "What was that about.?" He looked over at me. "Nothing. I just wanted to get some coffee. Jesus. Your acting like I kicked you in the head." He scowled at me. "What the fuck flew up your ass and died this morning? Your treating me like I fucking cheated on you! And F.Y.I, I love you to much to do that! But I dont if your holding up your end here!" I snapped, Having enough of his bullshit. He stopped walking and glared at me as if I told him I wanted to break up, Then hit him with my shoe. It was a face of anger and frustration. He began yelling. "It's not me who dosen't love you, It's you who don't love me! I know about your fling with Spencer Raquel! Talking in your sleep gives away alot!" "What the fuck are you talking about?!" I screamed at him, Throwing my arms in the air. "YOU DON'T LOVE ME!!" He screamed as if I were retarded. "YOU DON`T KNOW SHIT!!!`` I screamed back in response. ``THEN WHY DO I LOVE YOUÉ!É!`` He screamed angrily. `MAYBE I DON`T LOVE YOU BRENDON!!! I MEAN LOOK AT THE FUCKING WAY YOUR TREATING ME! I`M NOT YOUR HOE BRENDON! I`M NOT IN THIS RELATIONSHIP JUST FOR SEX! IF I WANTED THAT, I`D BECOME A PROSTITUTE!!!`` I shrieked and stormed back into the hospital. I`ve had enough of that bastard for one day. Right now, All I wanted was to curl up to Spencer and tell him everything.

Cheating lovers and guns may make for a good story, But so does two rock bands in one house [Chapter 19]

cookiesareawsome — 2007-09-15T19:02:00Z

"Raquel!" I heard Brendon call, Panting wildly. "Woah, Whats wrong Baby?" I asked. I saw him bolt up right. We had both dozed off after our coffees. "Sorry Love. Nightmare." He looked away, As if he was ashamed. "Whats rong Brenny?" I asked grabbing his hand and rubbing it lightly. "Hmm? Oh just had a bad dream. I'm ok now though." He gave a weak smile. It didn't convince me though. "Bout what?" I asked looking up at him, Seeing he hadn't put his glasses back on yet. I grabbed them from the table beside Spencers bed and slipped them on his face. "Oh, Uh, Nothing." Re sighed. "Please tell me Brendon." I asked hurt as if he didn't want to share it with me. It wasnt that important, But I wanted to know. "Just, Forget it k?" He looked down at me. I gave him a small sad look. "Mmk." I replied. I just wished Spencer would wake up.

Sorry its so small. I'll get more up soon. Luv.

Cheating lovers and guns may make for a good story, But so does two rock bands in one house. [Chapter 18]

cookiesareawsome — 2007-08-27T19:36:00Z

After I had gotten the others up and awake, I decided to make a food run to the StarBucks across the street from here. I asked what everyone wanted and headed off. I made sure nothing had nuts. Being safe. I came back with the orders to a swarm of happy. Brendon was all over me. "Raquel!! BEST NEWS EVER!!!!" He giggled jumping up and down. "Woah. Calm down babe. What?" I asked. "SPENCER'S UP!!!" He shreiked. "OH MY GOD!!! REALLY??!!" I asked my eyes open so wide I thought my eyelids would rip. "REALLY!!" He smiled. I set the food down for Brendon to take in, And ran down the hall. I usually didn't run because of my asthama, But right now, I was in a hospital and figured, Someone would save me if I fell unconcious while running down the hospital hallway. I sped into Spencer's room and hugged him. "YOU MORON!!!" I yelled at him, Tears streaming down my face, Soaking my cheeks. "Why did you do that to me? You said you wouldn't do anything dumb!" I cried. "I'm sorry Raquel. I didn't know what to do. I lost control. I'm sorry." He looked down ashamedly. "It's ok. Just neer do it again." I gave him a quick kiss on the lips. "Get well present." I smiled. I turned to look for what had just made the smash noise I just heard from behind me, And I saw spilt coffee, Spilt hot chocalte and drenched muffins and cookies. "Brendon!" I yelled running after him. I jumped over the spill, And flew down the hall. "Brendon!!" I called, Feeling light-headed. "Brendon stop please!" I can't chase you!! My asthma!" I yelled, Jogging after him. He ran down the stairs to a set of swinging doors. We entered a dim hallway and I stopped to rest. "Brendon.... Please.... Stop... I can't.... Breathe...." I panted. He ran into a supply closet and I crawled to the door and began pounding on the door. "Please open up! Brendon please!" I panted breathlessly. "NO! Leave me alone. You don't love me go back to Spencer! You'll make a perfect couple. You were together before, I know you still love him still, Raquel. Just, Go away." He yelled. It was muffled through the door. "Please Brendon!! Your being crazy! I love you, I could never stop loving you! Please Brendon... I cant talk. I can't breath. Your making this really hard for me." I panted like crazy. "No. That's not true. You fell for Spencer. Maybe if you go see Spencer he'll share his oxegyn tank with you. Leave me alone. You wouldn't care if I drank the bleach in this closet would you? You would just walk off not caring. Letting me rot in here." He snapped. "Brendon." I wheezed. "This isn't funny. I really can't...." I felt myself go down and my head slam against the tile.

***Brendon's P.O.V***

God. She was telling me that she loved me after I just saw her kiss Spencer. Pffft. Bullshit. She kept going on and on about hes athsma. I think she just made it all up. All of a sudden I heard a crack noise come from outside the door. I stumbled to the door, Tripping over cleaning suplies and buckets. I fumbled around for the doorknob and finnaly found it. The door swung open. I looked down to se Raqul, Passed out on the floor. "RAQUEL!" I screamed. My scream echoed in the empty hallway. "SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!" I screamed. It echoed too. I knew someone had to hear me. I just didn't know who would.

Cheating lovers and guns may make for a good story, But so dose two rock bands in one house [ChApTeR 18]

cookiesareawsome — 2007-08-26T17:37:00Z

I woke up later, Quite refreshed and comfortable. Until I opened my eyes. I had forgotten everything that had happened. Until I opened my eyes. My eyes fluttered open, Expecting my bright purple walls lined with fall out boy, my chem, panic! at the disco and other asorted band posters, But to my sudden suprise, I found blaring white walls and a hard, cold uncomfortable robin-egg blue and white speckled check floor. I got up, Realizing I was almost in the fetel position in Brendon's lap. I kissed his fore head, And headed to the door, Quiet as a mouse. I snuck the door open, Sliping out into the hall, Breathing a sigh of relife(sp) that I made it out with out waking any one. I headed the the vending machines. I found a coffee fountin dispenser thing and nearly ran to it. When I reached it, I hugged the big thing. Some middle aged lady walked past me and death stared me as if I were a wack-job. I death stared her back. She scuttled off as if she were disgusted. I rolled my eyes and grabbed a cup. I filled it with mocha. I went to the condement type stuff table. I sprayed a mountin of whipped cream on it and was setting it down to reach for the cinnamon and choclate sprinkles and I fet two sharp pokes in my sides. I jumped 3 feet off the ground, And fell to the floor with a loud 'THUD', and wailed. "OW!!" I began crying on the floor. "Oh! Jesus! Raqel! I didn't mean to hurt you! Oh my god! I'm so sorry!" Mikey cried. He helped me to my feet and hugged me. "I'm sorry!! Can you forgive me?" He asked. "Please? I didn't mean to! Honest!" He whined like a little kid. I gave him my best five year-old pout and the slapped his arm. "Fine. Don't do it again though." I scowled at him. I went back to smothering my mocha with cinnamon and choclate powder. "What, Are you doing?" Mikey asked shockedly. "Making coffee?" I raised myeyebrow and looked at him if he were retardred. "Thats not how you do it!!!" He scoffed. "Thats how I do it." I smirked at him. He rolled his eyes and we headed back to the room. Everyone was still asleep. That I could see anyways. I sat in a chair next to Spencer's bed. I wolfed back my my coffee and wiped my mouth of on my short sleeve. I held Spencer's hand lightly. And I looked at his bruised, Blood crusted, Purple, slightly swolen face. What was this? It looked almost as if a smile had spread had spread across his beaten-up looking face. A loppsided smile fell onto mine. I got up to throw my cup away. "I gunna get some more sleep k?" I asked Mikey. "Mhm." He replied Not looking up from his magazine. I quickly kissed Spencer's head and went to the pile of sleeping children. I curled back up in Brendon's lap, Resuming the fetel position. "Hmmmmm? Brendon mumbled. "Shhhh. Just me babe." I grabed his hand and massaged his fingers lightly. He kissed the top of my head. After a few mineutes of laying there in his lap, I found I coulden't sleep. "Brenny-Bear?" I asked quietly. "Yes?" He whispered. "I cant sleep." I mumbled. "Me either. We should wake the others. Hmm?" He asked. "Yeah... Proably." I sighed. I quietly headed over to Ray. "Hey. Ray-man." I shook him. "Toro-saurus. Wake up please sweets." I shook him again. "I'm up." He sat up. Bob head smacked against the floor hard, Making a loud 'CLUNK', As it hit. "Bob!" I gasped, Sitting his up. "Bob! Speak to me!" I shook him violetly. "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT RAQUEL??!!" He asked loudly. "Your head hit the floor. I didn'twant you to have a concussion. Jeez. Don't shit yourself." I let go of him. "Well, You 'coulda told me." He snapped. "Go get some coffee ya cranky shit-head." I mumbled, Heading over to Gerard. "Gerard, Love. Time to get up sweetie." I shook him lightly. "Raquel?" He asked, High on sleep. "Yes babe. Now get up please." I said, Brushing my messy shaggy brunette bangs that were hanging in my face out of the way. He sat up. "Where am I?" He asked, Looking on the verge of tears. "Hospital, remember?" I asked. "Oh yes." I said. I need to pee." He scratched his head. Now, Frankie,Jon,Ryan,Shae,Skyler and Pete.