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holy shiz, i think i abandoned buzznet for like, what, a year- at least?!

i'm sooooooooo sorry i left requests and shit waiting. i feel so ignorant.. =

but, i'm back now, and yeah. so. =].

 

 

just thought i'd make it official with a journal entry.

"I'M THE BEST DAMN THING THAT YOUR EYES HAVE EVER SEEN!!" Brendon was screaming to his I-pod as we all stared at him. "Dude." Pete said nudging Brendon as he took his head phone out. "Shut up."  Brendon rolled his eyes and stuck his earbud back in. I could here the end of the best damn thing by Avril ending, And Nelly Furtado's Maneater coming on. "Uncle Brendon's a crazy weirdo." Skyler commented from across Spencer's small room. We'd been at the hospital for nearly a week now, And we hadn't gotten any updates from the doctor's on Spencer's condition, Which really started pissing me off. "She's a maneater, Make you work hard, Make you spend hard..." He mumbled the chourus as the music blasted. I brushed his bangs out of his eyes and he smiled at me. I stole an head phone and stuck it in my own ear. I nibbled a caramel chocolate rice crispie bar and sipped a glass of red Kool-Aid. I honestly cant remember the flavour, Cherry or Fruit Punch. Brendon nuzzled his face against my neck and his stubble mad me shivver. "You need to shave, Little boy." I whispered seductively in his ear. "Is that an invite to the shower?" He whispered back, Raising his eyebrows up and down sevral times. "Possibly..." I smirked, Nibbling his ear lobe. Shae cleared her throat as to warn me of  Skyler. "Sowwy, Muffin." I pouted givin Shae puppy dog eyes. "Is ok Fluffers. Just not in front of the kids. Or RyRy." She giggled. Ryan gave her a 'WTF?!' look and he turned away from her and pouted, Flipping his head up point his nose up at the ceiling. "Awwww... Baby Stud Muffin Cuddle Ball! Dont be mad at me pweese. I was just watching out fow you my little baby bubble." She gave her Brendon's poutey lip combined with his puppy dog eyes and she brushed her long bangs over one eye and tilted her head slightly. Ryan's mouth scrunched up into a sideways ball and he nodded. Shae hugged him tightly. Skyler giggled. "Yeah, Baby Stud Muffin Cuddle Ball Buble Baby. Dont be mad at my mommy!" She said standing up, Putting her hads on her hips and tilting her head to the side. "Or else what?" Ryan asked, Getting in Skyler's face, Poking her on the nose. "Hey, Get all up outta my grill!" She said loudly as the room uproared in hysterics. "Good Job, Babe! High five!" Gerard cheered, Sticking his hand up for her to slap. She slapped it hard. "Alright!!" He replied. Ryan gave Gerard an unhapppy look. "Two words." He said scrunching up his lips. "Fuck. You."  Shae gave him a hard pound on the arm with the back of her hand. "RYAN!! I just gave Raquel crap for that. Keep it P.G!" She snapped, Whacking her husband again on the arm. "OW! What the hell was the second one for??!!" He growled, Rubbing his arm. "Because I know your gunna be an ass later." She crossed her arms. A cuddled up to Brendon. "This is under P.G, Right Muffin??" I asked worriedly. "Yes, Fluffers. It's not teaching Sky anything inapropreate." "Good. Because I couldn't LIVE without cuddling. I think I'd shrivvle up!" I laughed. All of a sudden, Pete randomly jumped up and cuddled up against Brendon. I gave him a WTF look, But he just replied with a simple: "Oh, Pish Posh, Fiddle Buns! I'm just having some harmless cuddling fun with Brenny Bear McFluffyBottom over here!!" I fell of the seat laughing. "Oh, So now I'm FiddleBuns?? I thought I was Panda, Fluffers, And uhm, Well, Theres one brendon calls me, But it's probably not so P.G." I said Giving the 'XD' face. Pete gave me the 'o_O' face and I replied with: "What, Is this and MSN conversation??"  A few minutes of silance and I bursted out with: "G-A-B-E, GUNNA GET YOU HIIIIGH!!!" Every gave me the o_O face this time. "What? I miss Gabe. Sue me, Fuckers." I sulked. "That's it!
I have had it with these motherfucking snakes
on this motherfucking plane!"

Times are strange
We got a free upgrade for
snakes on a plane.
Fuck 'em, I don't care.
Bought the cheap champagne,
we're going down in flames, hey.

Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it.
Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it.
Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it.
Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it.

So kiss me goodbye.
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive.
So kiss me goodbye.
I can see the venom in their eyes...."

I sang, As everyone joined in, Except for Bob. So I tackled him and threatened to spit in his mouth if h didn't sing along, And he fearded me sometimes, So he agreed. I smirked and started us up again.

"So kiss me goodbye.
Honey I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye.
I can see the venom in their eyes
So kiss me goodbye.
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye.
I can see the venom in their eyes
Goodbye.

Ladies and gentlemen
These snakes are slitherin'
with dollar signs in they eyes
with tongues so reptilian
This industry's venomous
with cold-blooded sentiment
No need for nervousness
It's just a little turbulence.

So kiss me goodbye.
Honey I'm make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye.
I can see the venom in their eyes

So kiss me goodbye.
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive
So kiss me goodbye.
I can see the venom in their eyes
Goodbye.

Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it.
Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring.
Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it.
Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it.

We seem to be losing altitude
at an alarming pace
From Midtown to downtown
Snakes on a blog
I suggest you grab your ankles
and kiss your ass goodbye."

Gerard had a mini-mini mosh circle going on and He stopped and stumbled because he was slightly dizzy from head-banging. What a weird, Univentful day.

I woke up, Ignoring the awful deam. I was sweating a cold, Drenching sweat and panting like crazy. "Where's Brendon?" I asked, Quickly noticing that no-one was around. I heard talking out side. I got up. I headed out the door. No-one was there either. Well, Anyone I knew. "Hmmmh." I shrugged.I went back t Spencer's room. I sat by his bed and grabbed his hand. I stroked the back of it gently with my thumb. "I wish you'd wake up Spencer. I need you. I wish you were here. I miss having you around. And I swear if anything hapens to you, I don't know what I'll do." I said,Squeezing his hand lightly. Shae  came into the room. She adjusted her glasses on the brim of her nose. "Oh, ey. Do you know where I could find my Brenny-Bear?" I asked. "He went shopping to the bst of my knowledge." She said, Sitting down beside me. Just then, The door swung open. "HEY HEY HAAAAAAAAI!!!!! I'm back party peeps! B. Urie's back in the hiz hous!!!!!!" He said all gangsta like. "BRENNY!!!" I screamed running up to him and giving him a flying hug. "Panda!!" He replied, Laughing. "Panda?" I asked confused. "Yeah. Since I couldn't make a nick-name out of Raquel, I named you Panda!" He replied, Setting me down. "Oh Ok." I smiled. I really never had nick-names growing up. My mother was always out of the picture ignoring my sister and I, And my Father was too drunk and horny all the time and was to pre-ocupied beating us or drinking to care about us or our names, Never mind nicknames.  "Hey Panda, Can I ask you something privately?" Brendon asked. "Sure lover." I replied. We went into the bathroom of Spencer's room and Brendon locked the door. "Raquel, We've know eachother a while know, And I've loved you ever since I first layed my eyes on you. And I wanted to ask you a question...." I had no idea what was in store next, Or what he was going to say. "Raquel, Your Beautiful, Smart, Witty, Funny, And god knows what other words I could used to describe you. But let me get straight to the point." He took a deep breath in. "Raquel Simons, Will you marry me?" He was down on one knee and holding out a beautiful teal stoned ring. "OH MY GOD YES!!!!!" I screamed. Jumping into his arms. He swung me around, Kissing me like mad. He unlocked the door and ran off out the door of Spencer's room. I ran up to Shae. "OOH MY GOD SHAE, GUESS WHAT???!!!!!" I squeeled, Jumping up and down quickly. "What?" She asked, Lacking enthusiasm. "BRENDON ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEIIIIIIIIIH!!!!!!!!' I screamed. "Oh my god, Really??!!" She asked, Eyes the size of dinner plates. "YES!!!! Look!! I even have proof!!" I shrieked, Showing her my hand. "OH MY GOD!" She screamed. "THAT THING'S HUGE!!" She yelled, Staring at the beautiful stone. "Is'nt it gorgeous?" I asked. "YES!!" Sh laughed. I'm SOOOO happy for you!" She laughed, Hugging me. "Thank's Shae." I replied.

 

 

Hey ppl. If anyone still reads my fan fiction, I'm gunna be posting some pictures that fit with the story in my pictures area, Because I'm a tool and can't seem to figure out how to add pic's to my journal without fucking everything up. So keep posted to see them.

Once we arrived at the hospital, We decided to take a nap. I fell asleep quickly.

 

                                           **********Dream**********

 

I found my self being pushed up against the wall by Patrick. I went to visit Pete and the boys for a while, When me and Patrick fell into a deadly fling. His kisses were leading dangerously down my neck. I let out a small gasp as the harmless pecks turned into gentle nibbles and bites. I knew I would have marks later but I really didn't care. I was with Patrick and thats all I wanted. All  of a sudden, There was a knock on the front door. "Ah god, Who could that be?" Patrick growled, Getting up. I followed quietly behind him. I made sure my hair covered my neck. I creeped along behind Patrick quietly. "Oh hey Brendon." Patrick greeted Brendon. Oh shit. "Hey. Is Raquel aroun?" He asked. "Yeah, Actually." Patrick laughed worriedly. "Hey baby!" Brendon greeted lovingly. "Hi Brendon." I scowled. "Arnt you happy to see me?" Brendon asked looking hurt. "Huh? Oh yeah." I relied. I moved my hands, Totally forgetting the marks. I tucked the hair away. "Whats wrong with your neck?" He asked, Seeing the poppy peppered bruises. "Huh? Oh... Erm.... Uhm.... Uh.... Nohing...." I stammered. He pulled me in closer. I thought he might not figure out until he got close. "Your necks all spitty. And Those look like...... Teeth-marks...." He whispered th last bit. "It-It's not what it looks like, I'm sure..." I replied, Trying to keep cool. But I could already see the tears welling up in Brendons eyes. I could see all his hopes and dreams being crushed by the small hickeies on my neck. "It's not what it looks like..." I began. "Yes it is. I just can't belive you'd cheat on me like that. I thought you loved me. I thought I could trust you." He choked out. "Brendon, Look... It's not what you think it is." I knew what it was, And I knew that he knew. "How could you?" He squeeked. He ran away, Tears running down his face. What have  done?

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hey ppls. Srry its taken so long to update. I've been tired and sick lately. Lol. Anyways, Here you go.

I headed to the bridge, It was just a small wooden one over a big ditch, But it was still a bridge. Brendon always went there to think. I saw him perched on the edge, His tummy pressed against the wooden railing. He was chucking rocks into the muddy, Poluted sewer drain off. "God, I fucking blew it. Now she hates me. Way to go Urie." He mumbled, Hurtling more rocks into the water. I walked towards him slowly. I sat beside him. "Hey." I gave a half smile. "Hey." He said, Looking awa. "Look Brenn, I didn't mean what I said. I was upset." I started, But he cut me off. "No, Don't be. I was being a stupi shit. I let love get to my head."  I sighed. He was right. "We both were acting off character But thats what love's all abou right, Sacrifice." He continued. Once again, He was right. "We'd better get back." I said, Grabbing his hand, Pulling him up. We walked hand in hand head's resting on one anothers. "I love you." He said, Kissing my cheek."I love you too."

 

Srry its so shot. I'm on my cousin's lapto. Luv ya,

 

Cheryl<3

Tears were flowing down my face as I ran through the hospital to Spencer's room, Shut the door and locked it. Everyone stared at me. I put my back to the door and slid down it sobbing. Shae came up to me and hugged me. "Whats wrong sweetie?" She asked trying to calm me down. I started breathing short fast bursts. "Brendon... Yelled at me." I started sobbing again. "Awwww. Shhhhh. It's ok." She cooed, Rocking me slowly. "What did he say?" Ryan asked, Crunching his hands up into fists. "That... I-I-I didn't love... him." My breath was slowing down to normal, But very slowly. I stuttered alot. "Exscuse me."He growled, Scooting me and Shae away from the door. He unlocked it and walked out. His eyes were nearly flaming with anger. "No. Ryan, Don't do anything you'll regret." I gulped. "I won't. I'm just gunna kick the shit outta his ass." He said, No emotion in his voice. "No, Please. Don't. He's your best friend. He's just upset about Spencer. I-I, Dont know what else he could be upset about..." All of a sudden, it hit me. His dream. It must've been his dream! "No! Ryan! I know why he's mad! Let me solve this!" I said. Stopping him. "I'm coming with you." He looked straight ahead. "NO!" I yelled. "I mean, I can do this alone. Don't worry. He loves me. He won't hurt me." I said. "Ok, Fine." He kissed me on the cheek and headed back. but what I didn't know, Was I was as rong as ever.

 

 

Sorry it's so short. Tired and sick. Nearly 9pm here, Gotta get up at 6am. <3

 

Cheryl 

"So how's Spencer?" I asked Jon, Getting up. I was a little pissed with Brendon. He said it nicely, But it sounded to sweet to be anything more than a cover for what he didn't want me to know. He knows I know when he sugar coats things. So technicly, All he said was a hollow, Fragile sugar coated: "Stop asking." "Oh. He's doing good. I wasn't very tired last night, So I stayed up and watched him sleep, He was crying and mumbling something about 'You not loving him.' " Jon's words snapped me out of my bitter thoughts, For just enough time to send me plumeting back to even deeper, colder more bitter thoughts. I felt as if I was drowning in them and emotion. "Thanks Jon." I smiled dilutedly. He pulled me into a warm hug and said, "He'll be all right kiddo. He's a strong trooper." I smiled. "Come on, Lets go get some coffee." Brendon monotoned, Tugging the sleeve of my shirt. "Nah. I think I'll stay here with Spencer. Gotta be supportive."  "Please. Come with me." He whined impationatly. "Ok, Fine. I rolled my eyes and grabbed my argyle patterned hoodie and flung it on. After we were out of the building, I asked: "What was that about.?" He looked over at me. "Nothing. I just wanted to get some coffee. Jesus. Your acting like I kicked you in the head." He scowled at me. "What the fuck flew up your ass and died this morning? Your treating me like I fucking cheated on you! And F.Y.I, I love you to much to do that! But I dont if your holding up your end here!" I snapped, Having enough of his bullshit. He stopped walking and glared at me as if I told him I wanted to break up, Then hit him with my shoe. It was a face of anger and frustration. He began yelling. "It's not me who dosen't love you, It's you who don't love me! I know about your fling with Spencer Raquel! Talking in your sleep gives away alot!" "What the fuck are you talking about?!" I screamed at him, Throwing my arms in the air. "YOU DON'T LOVE ME!!" He screamed as if I were retarded. "YOU DON`T KNOW SHIT!!!`` I screamed back in response. ``THEN WHY  DO I LOVE YOUÉ!É!`` He screamed angrily. `MAYBE I DON`T LOVE YOU BRENDON!!! I MEAN LOOK AT THE FUCKING WAY YOUR TREATING ME! I`M NOT YOUR HOE BRENDON! I`M NOT IN THIS RELATIONSHIP JUST FOR SEX! IF I WANTED THAT, I`D BECOME A PROSTITUTE!!!`` I shrieked and stormed back into the hospital. I`ve had enough of that bastard for one day. Right now, All I wanted was to curl up to Spencer and tell him everything.

"Raquel!" I heard Brendon call, Panting wildly. "Woah, Whats wrong Baby?" I asked. I saw him bolt up right. We had both dozed off after our coffees. "Sorry Love. Nightmare." He looked away, As if he was ashamed. "Whats rong Brenny?" I asked grabbing his hand and rubbing it lightly. "Hmm? Oh just had a bad dream. I'm ok now though." He gave a weak smile. It didn't convince me though. "Bout what?" I asked looking up at him, Seeing he hadn't put his glasses back on yet. I grabbed them from the table beside Spencers bed and slipped them on his face. "Oh, Uh, Nothing." Re sighed. "Please tell me Brendon." I asked hurt as if he didn't want to share it with me. It wasnt that important, But I wanted to know. "Just, Forget it k?" He looked down at me. I gave him a small sad look. "Mmk." I replied. I just wished Spencer would wake up.

 

 

Sorry its so small. I'll get more up soon.   Luv.

After I had gotten the others up and awake, I decided to make a food run to the StarBucks across the street from here. I asked what everyone wanted and headed off. I made sure nothing had nuts. Being safe. I came back with the orders to a swarm of happy. Brendon was all over me. "Raquel!! BEST NEWS EVER!!!!" He giggled jumping up and down. "Woah. Calm down babe. What?" I asked. "SPENCER'S UP!!!" He shreiked. "OH MY GOD!!! REALLY??!!" I asked my eyes open so wide I thought my eyelids would rip. "REALLY!!" He smiled. I set the food down for Brendon to take in, And ran down the hall. I usually didn't run because of my asthama, But right now, I was in a hospital and figured, Someone would save me if I fell unconcious while running down the hospital hallway. I sped into Spencer's room and hugged him. "YOU MORON!!!" I yelled at him, Tears streaming down my face, Soaking my cheeks. "Why did you do that to me? You said you wouldn't do anything dumb!" I cried. "I'm sorry Raquel. I didn't know what to do. I lost control. I'm sorry." He looked down ashamedly. "It's ok. Just neer do it again." I gave him a quick kiss on the lips. "Get well present." I smiled. I turned to look for what had just made the smash noise I just heard from behind me, And I saw spilt coffee, Spilt hot chocalte and drenched muffins and cookies. "Brendon!" I yelled running after him. I jumped over the spill, And flew down the hall. "Brendon!!" I called, Feeling light-headed. "Brendon stop please!" I can't chase you!! My asthma!" I yelled, Jogging after him. He ran down the stairs to a set of swinging doors. We entered a dim hallway and I stopped to rest. "Brendon.... Please.... Stop... I can't.... Breathe...." I panted. He ran into a supply closet and I crawled to the door and began pounding on the door. "Please open up! Brendon please!" I panted breathlessly. "NO! Leave me alone. You don't love me go back to Spencer! You'll make a perfect couple. You were together before, I know you still love him still, Raquel. Just, Go away." He yelled. It was muffled through the door. "Please Brendon!! Your being crazy! I love you, I could never stop loving you! Please Brendon... I cant talk. I can't breath. Your making this really hard for me." I panted like crazy. "No. That's not true. You fell for Spencer. Maybe if you go see Spencer he'll share his oxegyn tank with you. Leave me alone. You wouldn't care if I drank the bleach in this closet would you? You would just walk off not caring. Letting me rot in here." He snapped. "Brendon." I wheezed. "This isn't funny. I really can't...." I felt myself go down and my head slam against the tile.

 

***Brendon's P.O.V***

God. She was telling me that she loved me after I just saw her kiss Spencer. Pffft. Bullshit. She kept going on and on about hes athsma. I think she just made it all up. All of a sudden I heard a crack noise come from outside the door. I stumbled to the door, Tripping over cleaning suplies and buckets. I fumbled around for the doorknob and finnaly found it. The door swung open. I looked down to se Raqul, Passed out on the floor. "RAQUEL!" I screamed. My scream echoed in the empty hallway. "SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!" I screamed. It echoed too. I knew someone had to hear me. I just didn't know who would.

I woke up later, Quite refreshed and comfortable. Until I opened my eyes. I had forgotten everything that had happened. Until I opened my eyes. My eyes fluttered open, Expecting my bright purple walls lined with fall out boy, my chem, panic! at the disco and other asorted band posters, But to my sudden suprise, I found blaring white walls and a hard, cold uncomfortable robin-egg blue and white speckled check floor. I got up, Realizing I was almost in the fetel position in Brendon's lap. I kissed his fore head, And headed to the door, Quiet as a mouse. I snuck the door open, Sliping out into the hall, Breathing a sigh of relife(sp) that I made it out with out waking any one. I headed the the vending machines. I found a coffee fountin dispenser thing and nearly ran to it. When I reached it, I hugged the big thing. Some middle aged lady walked past me and death stared me as if I were a wack-job. I death stared her back. She scuttled off as if she were disgusted. I rolled my eyes and grabbed a cup. I filled it with mocha. I went to the condement type stuff table. I sprayed a mountin of whipped cream on it and was setting it down to reach for the cinnamon and choclate sprinkles and I fet two sharp pokes in my sides. I jumped 3 feet off the ground, And fell to the floor with a loud 'THUD', and wailed. "OW!!" I began crying on the floor. "Oh! Jesus! Raqel! I didn't mean to hurt you! Oh my god! I'm so sorry!" Mikey cried. He helped me to my feet and hugged me.  "I'm sorry!! Can you forgive me?" He asked. "Please? I didn't mean to! Honest!" He whined like a little kid. I gave him my best five year-old pout and the slapped his arm. "Fine. Don't do it again though." I scowled at him. I went back to smothering my mocha with cinnamon and choclate powder. "What, Are you doing?" Mikey asked shockedly. "Making coffee?" I raised myeyebrow and looked at him if he were retardred. "Thats not how you do it!!!" He scoffed. "Thats how I do it." I smirked at him. He rolled his eyes and we headed back to the room. Everyone was still asleep. That I could see anyways. I sat in a chair next to Spencer's bed. I wolfed back my my coffee and wiped my mouth of on my short sleeve. I held Spencer's hand lightly. And I looked at his bruised, Blood crusted, Purple, slightly swolen face. What was this? It looked almost as if a smile had spread had spread across his beaten-up looking face. A loppsided smile fell onto mine. I got up to throw my cup away. "I gunna get some more sleep k?" I asked Mikey. "Mhm." He replied Not looking up from his magazine. I quickly kissed Spencer's head and went to the pile of sleeping children. I curled back up in Brendon's lap, Resuming the fetel position. "Hmmmmm? Brendon mumbled. "Shhhh. Just me babe." I grabed his hand and massaged his fingers lightly. He kissed the top of my head. After a few mineutes of laying there in his lap, I found I coulden't sleep. "Brenny-Bear?" I asked quietly. "Yes?" He whispered. "I cant sleep." I mumbled. "Me either. We should wake the others. Hmm?" He asked. "Yeah... Proably." I sighed. I quietly headed over to Ray. "Hey. Ray-man." I shook him. "Toro-saurus. Wake up please sweets." I shook him again. "I'm up." He sat up. Bob head smacked against the floor hard, Making a loud 'CLUNK', As it hit. "Bob!" I gasped, Sitting his up. "Bob! Speak to me!" I shook him violetly. "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT RAQUEL??!!" He asked loudly. "Your head hit the floor. I didn'twant you to have a concussion. Jeez. Don't shit yourself." I let go of him. "Well, You 'coulda told me." He snapped. "Go get some coffee ya cranky shit-head." I mumbled, Heading over to Gerard. "Gerard, Love. Time to get up sweetie." I shook him lightly. "Raquel?" He asked, High on sleep. "Yes babe. Now get up please." I said, Brushing my messy shaggy brunette bangs that were hanging in my face out of the way. He sat up. "Where am I?" He asked, Looking on the verge of tears. "Hospital, remember?" I asked. "Oh yes." I said. I need to pee." He scratched his head. Now, Frankie,Jon,Ryan,Shae,Skyler and Pete.

This is gunna be the "Family's" descrption enjoy! (P.S, I may need two journals to do this.)

 

#1: Spencer James Smith V

Smoke: Uhmmm... No.. I like to stay healthy. I'm still young ya know.

Drink: No. I don't like to kill off my vital organs, Cuz you know... You need them to live? Duhh..

Relationship: I wish...

Love: I have my eye on someone....

Satus and oriention: Single and lonely. Straight.

Religion: Catholic.

#2: Jonathan Jacob Walker

Smoke: Nope

Drink: Meh.

Relationship: None right now, I wish though... *sigh*

Love: Looking for it.

Satus and Orientation: Single and Straight

Religion: Music. XD

#3: Brendon Boyd Urie

Smoke: Need mah lungs fer singin Thank ya very much.

Drink: Not very often. Once in a while. More like a party or a blu-moon. XD

Relationship: In it with the best girl ever! Love you Raquel! <3

Love: Thinking about proposing.. *thinks dreamy thoughts* *sigh*

Status and Orientation: T-A-K-E-N. And straighter than a ruler. Though, Ryan's a really good kisser.

Religion: Mormon. Not a very good one at that... :/

#4: George 'Ryan' Ross

Smoke: Nooo...

Drink: Sometimes..

Relationship: In it with a girl who takes my breath away...

Love: A lovely fiance and a beautiful little girl named Skyler

Status and Orientation: Engaged, And straight.

#5: Raquel Ash Rain Simons

Smoke: Nooo. I'm not THAT immature.

Drink: Depending on the ocasion, Or my mood.

Love: In it with Brendon Urie. LOVE YOU BABE!!!

Status and Orientation: IN LOVE!!!! And I'm straight.

Religion: None. And I'm staying that way. ^-^

#5: Frank Anthony Iero

Smoke: Yes. All the time.

Drink: Meh. Sometimes.

Love: Not in it. :( I'm un-loved

Status and Orientation: Single and lonely, And Straight... But Gerard makes me want to change... ;)

 

Sorry I didnt finish it. I'm tired... Peacce

"Brendon, Brendon! Wake up!" I shook him. "NOOOO!!! NO PIKA-CHU!!!" He shreiked. Clutching my stuffed Pika-Chu that I often slept with. "HE'S ON FIRE!!! HELP ME RAQUEL!!" He scremed pleadingly. "BRENDON!" I grabbed his shoulders and shook him violently. "Wha- What's going on?" He looked around like a scared little kid. "Spencer's in the hospital, We need to go there." I stated flatly. "WHAT??!!" He yelled. I slapped my hand over his mouth, And put a finger to mine. I dragged him out of bed, And down stairs to get shoes and a sweater. He always left one in the coat closet for emergencys. Well, This was an emergancy alright... "I should go get the rest of the crew." I whispered. I went tothe kitchen to get a flash-light. I grabbed the dimmest one I had. "BWAAAAAH!!" I screamed. I bumped into a tall fuzzy figure and almost shit myself. "What?!" Brendon rushed in all stealthy ninja like. "Jesus! Ray! You almost made me piss my pants!" I giggled. "What the emergency, Beside my sudden hearing loss?" He raised an eyebrow. Well, At least I think he did, Coulden't see much through huge, messy  fro. I took a deep breath in and sighed to let it out. "Spencer's in the hospital, Do you want to come?" I asked. "Yes. Go get the others, We can take the van." He said downing his tylenol.(sp?)  I ran up the stairs to the guest room first. "Peter-Panda!! Get up! It's an emergancy!" I bounced onto his bed like a three year old. "Wh-What?" He sat bolt upright. "Spencer, Car. Richmond General. Up up! Dressed!" I bounced. He flung up and tossed on some pants over his boxers and a T-shirt and hoodie, A pair of socks and the his converse. He tossed me out of the room, And flew down stairs and waited by the door. I ran into Bob's room. "Up Bryer! Spencer's in the hospital, Your coming with us!" I called, Heading to Mikey's room. The large sign he made a while ago was quite dominante. MIKEY'S ROOM. DO NOT ENTER UUNLESS TOLD OR INVITED.  I threw the door open. "Mikey! Up please! Spencer's in the hospital." I ran out to Gerards room. "Gee sweetheart!" I sand in a motherly voice. "Up deary! Get ready! Spencer's in the hospital!" I ran to Frankie's room. The sign on his door read: Frank's room. No enterage unless invited, Or your a vampire. I ignored th sign and entered. "FRANKIE!!! UP NOW PLEASE!! WE HAVE TOO GO TO THE HOSPITAL! SPENCER.!" I yelled. I ran to Shae and Ryan's room. "Shae, Sweetie. We need to get our keisters up and at 'em. Spencer's in the hospital, And we need to get there to wish him well and other shit." I said shaiking her gently. "Oh. Ok. I'm up." she mumbled, Looking around. She reached for her glasses of the side table. She propped the arms up on her ears and gently shook Skyler. "Hey. Sykler baby." She whispered. "Mmmh...?" Skyler asked rolling over. "We need to go to the hospital. Uncle Spencer was in an accident. Lets get ready." I sped out of the room. And grabbed the van keys. I panted, I had run to almost every room in the house by now. A crowd of sleepy and some angry, *Cough cough* Bob *Cough cough* Familer faces. Shae and Skyler emerged soon and were dressed in mix macthed attire. "OK!" I yelled to the crowd. "We need to get to the hospital. Were leaving now. No turning back, Someone important is hurt. LETS GO!" I shouted, Forgetting the ever popular word: Neighbors. We all stepped out side. I un locke the van and 9 people gaot in and buckled up. I was getting to the drivers side when I heard someone shout: "Will you shut up! Some people are trying to sleep!" "Oh go fuck yourself oldman! You live next to rock stars. Get used to it." I yelled back. "Well, Me and my wife are trying to sleep, If you don't quiet down right now, I'm calling the police!" He threatened. As I was driving off I yelled back: "Oh blow me, ass bite." We drove quite quickly. It was almost 5 by the time our parade entered te hospis grounds. "Hi. Were here to see Spencer, Uh. Smith. Spencer Smith." I gave a loppsided grin. "You know where it is." She winked and our Black Parade marched off to see our injurred drummer. Jon and Ryan were sitting in the two chairs provided. Ryan almost fell off his chair when he saw us coming in, And Jon actually spit his coffe out onto the once white floor. Now, It was dark brown. I smiled triumphantly at them "Aren't you proud of me?" I asked. Jon was wiping up the coffee mess with a few napkins as the "Black-Parade" took seats on the flor. "WE ARE THE BLACK PARADE!!" Gerard yelled. A doctor passed by Spencer's room, And stopped to come back and stare. His eyes were really wide. I guess mine would be if I  was a late shift working doctor seeing a crowd of sleepy, smudgy emo kids piled onto the floor of a hospital room. I looked at our crowd. eight emo kids, Skyler, And a walking zombie toilete brush with awsome guitar skills. I got up and shut the door. Not long and we were almost all asleep. Ray's head was reasting on Bob's shoulder, And he was about to shove him away, When he layed his head down on the fro. I began laughing, But quickly shut my mout, Remembering that sleepy drummers were dangerous. I soon fell asleep too. My head was in Brendon's lap. What a day. Hopefully it would end quickly and Spencer would be awake later this morning. That would be the best Christmas present ever.

All of a sudden, The news came on. It did it's introduction, Then the news anchor came on. "Breaking news from Richmond tonight." The car crash scene came on the screen and my eyes were glued to the screen. "It was a car crash. The victims: One actually. The drummer from the highly popular alternative band, Panic! at the disco. Spencer Smith. The crash took place late last night. Smith's injuries are not life threataning, But he is in mildly serious conditon. More detail on the crash and Smith's injuries are not being released at this point, But details on the crash have been. The crash is suspected to have happend purposely. Apperently, Smith slammed his own car into a tree, Forcing him out of his seat, Into the windsheild. More details ay or may not be released, Due to privacy reasons.Elaine Yong, Global news." Tears were streaming down my face by now, Soaking my T-shirt. "Spencer, How could you do this to me?" I whispered. "Raquel!" A familier voice called. It was Jon and Ryan. I ran at them.  I burried my face in theyre shoulders. "Oh my god..." Jon's voice tailed off, He was looking at Spencer. "It's my fault..." I whispered softly. "What?!" Jon and Ryan asked in shocked unisen. "Wha- What do you mean?" Ryan asked. "Well, I don't want to say what happened first, But we got in a bit of a disagreement, And then he started kissing my neck, And I told him I was with Brendon, And we talked about that for a bit, And he said he wanted to go for a drive, And He must've been sad about us, And he tried killing himself! It's my fault." I muttered. No its not. How about you just go home and get some sleep k?" Ryan sugested. "Ok... Love you guys." I mumbled leaving the hospital. I got to the car and  beeped it unlocked. I hopped in and suddenly felt sleepy. I remembered there was Red-Bull under the back seat. I downed a can and waited for it to kick in then drove home. I wan't going to go to sleep. I was getting together a hospital party. I unlocked the door after parking the car and ran in the house. I went to wake Brendon first.

 

Sorry i't so short. I'll probably post a par two tomorow. I need to get off to get sleep.... Ugh.

I might need some new characters sooooo.... Like, If u read this and wanna be in my story just leave a comment with these details:

 

Name: (First Middle Last)
Age: You have to be 20 or up.

Boyfriend: (Optional.) Guy's avalible are: Jon, Gee, Mikey, Frankie, Ray, Bob.

Personality: Quriks, Pet-peves, Behaivior traits, Anything else like that.

Pets: Optional.

Looks: Hair colour, Eye colour, Glasses(Yes/No), Height.

Oh and guys, This is a Fan-FICTION. It dosent have to be real. You can be 13 in real-life and make your-self 22. I suggest that you make your self a year younger than your boyfriend. If you have one. Like for example, Raquel is a year youger than Brendon. He's 20, She's 19. Get it? I hope so. By the way, I may or may not put you in my story, It's just, I need something to fill in the empty spots. And I need you to inform me ASAP if u want to be in any "Personal" *air quote* scenes. You know what I mean by "Personal" *air quote*, Don't you??? If not, I roll my eyes. If u don't mind being in those type of scenes, I may/may not put them in mah story. Oh, And if anybody has any NON-DEATH related ideas, PLEASE SUBMIT THEM T ME!!!!!!!!! I NEEEEEEEED IDEAS DESPRATELY!!!!!!!!!!!!! So yeah. I you have any questions or other like-wise shit, Ask me. Oh and if You have any other things you can add to the questionare(sp?) fill out, JUSTT ADD THEM. U dun't need tuh ask meh. As the Nike quote goes: "JUST DO IT." XD

Here we go:

We stood there rocking and hugging for what seemed like an eternity. Then Spencer started kissing my neck.  "Spencer..." I interupted. "Hmm..?" He asked, Still kissing up and down my neck. "I really like you, But I'm with Brendon... And as much as I love you, I love Brendon for different reasons. And we're together... And I really don't want to fuck up what we have together..." I managed to say. He looked to the floor bowing his head along with his glance. "Wh-Whats the matter sweetie?" I asked, Seeing tears running down his cheeks. "Aw... Spencer, Babe, Don't cry. Please. I hate to see you cry." I wrapped my arms around him again. "I'm trying, But I know why you don't love me..." His voice trailed off. "Because he's more attractive than me, He has more talent, He's older, He's better looking," He whispered, As he burried his face in my neck. "No... Spencer, Thats not why I'm not with you. I love you, But me and Brendon have something different together. Ok? It's not any of the things you said. I love him for him, And I love you for you. Your talented, Your good looking, Your atractive, Your sweet, Your sincere, Your kind, And most and best of all, Your you." I smiled at Spencer. "I do love you. It's just, I'm with Brendon, And you can bet, If anything goes rong between us, I'll be here in your arms. And you'll be here to comfort me in my time of need, Like I am for you. K?" I proped his chin up in my hand and made him look at me. "K?" I asked again. "Ok..." He replied. "I'm here if you need me. Even if it's two in the morning and you wake up and just wanna talk. Ok?" I asked him, Looking into his eyes. "K." He gave me a half smile. "I think I need to go for a drive..." He mumbled. "Ok, Just don't do anything stupid got me?" I shot him a serious look. "Yeah." I gave him a quick kiss, And he left. I sighed and left his room. I headed down stairs to the kitchen. Good thing the light was on. I grabbed a glass bottle out of the drink cupboard. And a shot glass. I poured the liquid into the glass. I breathed in and slowly let it out. Then quickly downed the vodka. I shivered at the drinks intensity. I poured another shot, And downed it just as quickly. My face scrunched up. I cringed. I craved more though. I poured another shot. And downed it, I felt a little woozy, So I decided to have just one more, Evening it up to four shots. I downed it aswell, And recapped the large bottle, And replaced in its rightful spot. The I heard a soft knock at the door. Who could it be at this time of the night? I looked out the "peek-hole" as Skyler would call it. Short, Black emo sweep hair-ed, pale, Thick eyeliner/shadow, Fur rimmed hood black puf jacket over a hoodie.... I really didn't know who it was. I reluctantly unlocek the chain lock and then the turn lock. I sucked in my breath, I grabbed the know, turned it, And pulled open the door, Letting out my breath. "Hey." The short boy said smiling. "PETE!" I laughed throwing my self at him. "Hey sweets. How've you been lately?" He asked setting me down. "Good. And your self?" "Pretty good actually, But I was wondering something..." He asked. "What's that hun? Come in, You're proably freezing out there!" I shut the door behind him. He rubbed his hands together. I reached over to the thermostat on the wall behind me. I turned it up 2 or 3 degrees. "Now. What were we wondering?" I asked plopping down on the couch. I patted the empty spot beside me. "Well, What I was wondering was, Could I stay with you for a while? Me and Trick had a fight a few days back, And it's been really akward between us the past few days..." He looked at the floor ashamedly. "Awwww..... Peter-Panda..." I pulled him into a hug. "Sure. I have a few guests over though... Well more like a whole family of people over, But I'm sure you'll grow to love us all." I smiled at him. "Who?" He asked confusedly. "Well... Gee, Mikey-Muffin, Frankie-poodles, Ray-man, Bob-o, My Brenny-Bear, Spencykins, Jonny-Boy-Walker, Ryro, Shae-la-la, And my faveorite, INTRODUCING...... SKYLER!!!"I said it all in one breath "Skyler... Ryan's kid?" Pete asked at my amazing talent for spitting it all out in one breath. "Yuppers. She's a total sweetie." I yawned. "Well you lucky. One bedroom left." I showed Pete to his room, And headed up to mine. Brendon was fast asleep on the bed. I fell asleep almost instantly.  [ChApTeR fIfTeEn]  I awoke to the ringing of  'Camisado' I checked my alarm clock. It was 3:15. "Jesus fucking Christ. Who could it be this early in the morning? Patrick?" I grumbled, Reaching for my phone. I stepped out of bed, Phone in hand and jogged out of the room I shut the door and answered the call, And headed down stairs and flicked the light on. "Hello?" My sleep drowed voice asked. "Are you Spencer Smith's friend, Raquel Simons?" A voice asked loudly. "Uhm. Yes? May I ask who's speaking?" I asked rubbing my eyes. "I have some bad news..." The woman stated flatly. My heart started beating faster. I felt as if I were in a movie. "Spencer was in a car crash. He survived, but just barely." I felt the vodka from earlier kick in suddenly. Tears fell from my eyes, Splashing against the hard-wood floor. "Wh-What hospital is he in?" I choked out, A sore in my throught. "Richmond General." She replied. "I'll be right over." I stuttered. I fell to the floor, Crumpled and emotional, But soon I rose. Remembering the promise I made Spencer: "I'm here if you need me. Even if its three in the morning and you wake up and just wanna talk." I flew up the stairs, Throwing on a pair of black skinny jeans and a tight fall out boy t-shirt. I slid into a pair of socks and put on my converse. I quickly jotted down a messy note and taped it to the fridge. It read: "Dear family, Theres been an accident. Spencer. Car. Rchmnd Gnrl hsptl. Love, Raquel." I raced out the door car keys in hand. I unlocked the car door and Jumped in. Did up my seat belt jammed the keys in the ignition, And drove to the hospital. I unbuckled and slammed the car door beeping it locked. And ran to the hospital doors. "I need to see Spencer Smith." I demanded breathlessly. "Room  14 B." She said, She gave me the directions, I thanked her and ran off to the room. I flung the door open and ran up to Spencer's bed. "Oh my god..." I whispered. There was Spencer, Hooked up to evry machine in the room. With every wire, Tube and other thing I could think of, Sticking out of everywhere I could think of. "Spencer.." I gasped. I fell to the floor sobbing. What was I going to do now? Well for now, I just sat there crying so hard it hurt.

 

Luv y'all. P.S, PLEASE READ THE FIRST BIT!!! PLEASE FILL IT OUT!! *puppy dog eyes.*

 

 

Hey ppls. I'm gunna start up that whole P.O.V system so don't get all freaked out by it. Here We go:

 

 

After everyone had settled down, And almost everyone had went to bed, I thought it would be the perfect time to have a private conversation. "Hey, I'm heading off to bed k?" Brendon asked. "Yup. See you later." I smiled he kissed me and was off up the stairs. Now, Wheres Spencer... I thought to my self. I got up  and began to search. I didn't find him so I asked Ryan. "Hey Ry..." I began. "Yeah?" He looked up from his book, His finger marking the spot where he'd been reading. "You seen Spence anywhere?" I asked, Trying to stay calm, But my heart was racing. "Uh.. I think he's in his room, Why?" He asked curiously. "Oh.. Uh.. Just wanted to talk to him's all. Thanks Ryan." I called walking off. 'That was close.' I thought to my self with a sigh. I knock on Spencers door.

 

***Ryan's P.O.V***

Wow. Raquel sure is acting weird. She asked where Spencer is. Not so weird right? Well, I told her I thought he was in his room, Then I asked why. She started looking around all nervously, And she even started shaking... I'm starting to wonder whats going on between them. I mean, She's with Brendon and all.. So I dunno if this is just a friendship or more.... I mean, She has know Spencer for a long time, And they did go out a while back, But it coulden't be starting up again, Could it? If it is, Brendon'll be heart broken. Should I stop her? Nah, It's nothing more than a friendship. I can trust Spence.... 

 

***Raquels P.O.V***

*Sigh* Here we go.. I knocked on Spencer's door. "Come in." He called. "Hey. It's me." I said looking at Spencer. He was lying flat on his bed staring at the ceiling. "Whats the matter?" I asked, A concerned look plastered on my face. "Just tired." He muttered. "You sure? You look upset." My mouth went slanted slightly. "No. Just tired from all the excitment of today!" Spencer laughed. I sat on his thighs. He raised an eyebrow, But ignored what I was doing. "You positive?" I asked. "Yes. And what are you doing?" He asked, As  I moved further up. "I'm gunna rape you." I smirked devilishly, And bounced up and down gently. I fake moaned quietly, But coulden't contain my giggles and started laughing as I stratled Spencer. "Raquel. Don't. Please..." He begged. I coulden't tell if he  liked it or not. But I had a strong feeling he did. "And if I don't??" I raised an eyebrow. "Something bad'll happen..." He moaned, Biting his lip. "And what'll happen..." I asked stopping. I felt something hard pushing into my leg. Spencer flung me off and I hit the bed. He flew into the bathroom in his room and slamed the door. I heard the lock click. He started sobbing. "Spencer!! Spencer! Come out! Please!" I begged. "No! Just leave me alone!" He sobbed. "Please, Just talk to me Spence, You dont need to be embarassed! Please come out and talk to me! Please?" I begged tears misting my eyes. "NO! Just please leave me alone! Go away..." He sniffled.  "Not until you come out and talk to me." I wiped my eyes. The lock clicked and the door opened. I hugged Spencer so hard I thought my arms would dislocate. "Ièm really sorry Spencer, I didnt mean to do what I did. Can you forgive me?" I looked up at him, Puffy eyed and splotchy faced.  "Of course I can." He whispered, Kissing my forehead.

Sorry for the delay ppl. I've been being lazy l8ly Haha. Anyways, Here we go.

 

"You know what," Brendon began. "I'll open this later. Mikey, Your turn." He smiled, Handing Mikey his present. "Thanks man." Mikey smiled. "Awww.. Breny-kins, Your such a gentleman!" I kissed his cheek. He blushed  wild.  I was sitting on Brendon's criss-crossed lap, Playing with his hands as if I were 4 again. Mikey tore off the paper and ripped open the box. "OH MY GOD!! IT'S SO CUTE!" He squeeled. It was a little chocolate lab. He picked i up and hugged it. "I'll name it Scruffy." He wiped the tears from his eyes. Jon smiled sweetly. "Thought you'd like it." Mikey put the puppy down and flew at Jon. He wrapped his arms around him so tightly Jon's face was red. "Thanks so much Jon! I love him!!" He yelled. "Actually Mikes, It's a her." Jon informed. "Oh. I love her then!" Mikey giggled. "My turn!" Jon laughed picking up a box. He unwrapped it and opened it. It was a laptop. Jon was jumping around like a 5 year-old. I grabbed a box and screamed:  "MY TURN!!!!"  I flung all the wrapping pper off like a little kid when I heard a muffled "Ahem." I look behind me. Brendon's face was suffocated in black and red tissue paper. "Sorry." I blushed. I looked at the flat polished surface for less than amineute before I picked it up. It was a jewlrey box. I opened it. All of a sudden a little black and red twirling ballerina. It was playing the tune 'Helena'. It was a deep cherry coloured polished wood with red velvet interior. I opened the drawers. One had a note. It read. : 

"Dear Raquel. This is for you. It's custom made. The tune wasn't so hard, But the balleina, That was another story. I hope you like it.

Love, Gee xoxo<3"

I smiled and flung myself at Gerard. "Thanks Gee." I mumbled, My face burried in his chest. "No problem kiddo." He replied. I resumed my spot on Brendon's lap and comtineued to play with his fingers, Sliding the gold ring that I had given him for Christmas around on his finger. Then the lock on the door clicked and the door opend. "RYRO!!! SHAE!!! SKYLER!!!" I screamed joyusly as the entered. I trapped them all in a big bear hug. "Auntie Waquel!!!!" Skyleer squeeled. "SKYLER!!" I screamed, Picking her up and hugging her. She pecked my fore-head. "How was your Christmas sweetie?" I asked. "It was amazing! I gots lotsa presents! And quess what?" She asked bouncing up and down in my arms. "What?" I asked curiously. "I losted my first tooth!!!" She gushed. "Thats great! High five!" I replied raising my hand. She slapped it hard. "Wow. Your strong!" I laughed. "Yupp! Just like Daddy!" She gave me her closed-eyed-toothy-ear-to-ear grin. She opened her big brown eyes. I wanted brown eyes since I was about eleven. I was bored with my hazle ones. I set her down and she attaced Specer. "SPENCER!!! I missed you Spencer!" Sky and Spencer were best buddies. Spencer was like her second dad. I knew it made Spencer feel really special. He never seemed to have a girl friend. I'd really noticed that lately. I think after we broke up, He's never been the same. I mean he's really cute and sweet and kind and sincere, But he needs the right girl. I think I was too kidish for him. I knew he still had feelings for me though. And honestly, So did I. I wonder....

Hey buzznet ppls, I'm doing a bit of a time lapse. If thats how you spell that word. Some of you big time My Chem fans'll recognize what Gee says while opening his present. ;) Btw, He has short black hair like today in this fic. So yea. If ur wonderin. Here you go my pretties.

 

 

We were all gathered aroundthe Christmas tree in the den. Frankie was the first to tear open a preasent. The box was bigger than he was. He tore open the paper. "It's a, It's a!" He began. "A matress?" He asked puzzledly, He looked sad. "Open the box. Maybe theyres something inside." Ray suggested. Frankie opened the box and crawled inside of it. "FUCK YEAH!!!!!" He screamed. He came out of the box slowly with something small and furry in his arms. We all crowded around him. "Awwwww!" We all cooed in unsion. It was a small kitten. He was white with black splotches all over him. Part of his little head was black. He had little amber eyes. "I'll name him..." Frankie paused. "I'll name him Sausage." He smiled proudly as if he were a new father to a brand new baby. "Sausage?" Bob asked scratching his arm. I forced him out of bed. He wasn't wearing a shirt. Only a pair of  black track-pants. "Yes." Frankie replied "Sausage." "MY TURN!" Gerard screamed, Jumping to a box with his name labled on it. He ripped at the paper viciously. After it was off, He hugged the box. "Aww it's perfect!" He exclaimed. "It's for the hamster I'm gunna buy!" He hugged the pink box to his chest. "Oh, Gerard. Theres another box there that says: "OPEN WITH ME!" with an arrow pointing to the hamster cage. Careful, It says "very delicate, Do not drop Or I'll kill you you shit head. ;)" on the box." I smiled. Gerard gently tore off the wrapping paper off the box. In side was a tiny cage containg a very small baby hamster. Gerard teared up. "It's so cute! Thanks Mikey! It's the best Christmas present ever!" Gerard cried, Setting the teency hamster down and flying into Mikey's arms giving him a huge bear hug. "Your welcome. I knew you'd been wanting one since you were like 10." Mikey smiled. "My turn." Bob said grabbing a package out of his stocking. He unwrapped it. "Sweet. It's a My chem t-shirt. The only one I dont have yet." Bob smiled holding up his shirt. It had a white skeleton marching band screenprinted on it along with the new BlackParade My Chemical Romance logo on it. "Good. Now you have a shirt to wear!" I laughed pulling the black shirt over his reddish dirty blonde hair. "Thanks kid." He smiled scruffling my already bed messy hair. Ray silently grabbed a medium sized box. "RAY'S TURN!" Gerard and Frankie screamed together. Frankie still cuddleing his kitty and Gerard cuddling his hamster cage box. He unwrapped the box. "Sweet!" Ray yelled. He had at least a hundred different guitar picks taped down in the box. They all had different pictures, Or were different colours or designs. A set of 10 had BlackParade pictures of the band, MotherWar The Patient, The black parade logo, the blimp and the names of the members of the band. There was also  set of ten for Three Cheers For Sweet revenge. "My turn." Spencer said reaching out a box with: "TO SPENCER. FROM SANTA." Spencer laughed after reading it. He tore off the paper and opened the box to find a scrap book. He raised his eye-brow. The cover read "SPENCER" in cut out letters.  He opened the large book. He found pictures of him growing up and pictures of him and Ryan when they were kids. Then after that, There were pictures of him and Ryan in theyre band. Then further in were pictures of the early, early Panic! at the disco. I giggled when I saw some of the pictures of Brendon. He had a mushroom top! Haha. I also giggled at pictures of Ryan and his long hair, And Brent and his ugliness. Damn. I never realized how ugly he was up until now. In the back, There was a note. It said:

"Dear Spencer, I hope you like this. It took me forever to make. But then again, It probably took so long becuse I'm so frikken lazy. You know me.  :) Anyways, It's to let you remember all the fun we've all had in the past, And how we've changed as people, And as a band. I hope we stay freinds and don't split like Panic! did with Brent. Haha.  Merry Christmas,

         Love, Ryro."

We all 'awwed' at that one Spencer smiled. "Thanks Ryan." He said softly. Ryan wasn't here right now. He was at his Mum's with Shae. They went to pick up Skyler, His and Shae's 5 year old daughter. She was so cute. Just like her Mum and Dad. "My turn!" Brendon giggled reaching over to grab a big box. "It's a..." Brendon began, Open in the box. "TURTLE!" I screamed. He looked into the box. "Uhhhhhm..."He said.

 

Sorry. I left you on a clifhanger there. I need to get off. I have big shit to do tomorow. And its exactly 10:00 pm here so. Hasta la veista my friends. Comments&&Buzz's mucho apreaciated.

 

 

After we put the cover on the trampoline, We went in the house. I entered the living room to see Spencer out cold asleep on the couch. I nudged Brendons arm. "Aww. Brendon look." I smiled. "He looks so cute!" Brendon giggled softly. "Come with me, I've got a plan." We tiptoed past Spencer up to my room. I rummaged through my drawers. "Damnit." I mumbled. I headed to the bathroom. I stuck my hand in the drawer. I found my big hair clip and some hair rolers. I reached in and grabbed out some hair ties. I only managed with two, So I reached back in. I screeched and jumped three feet in the air. "EW!! WHAT IN GOD'S GRACE WAS THAT!?" I screamed, Jumping into Brendon's arms, Scooby-Doo style. "Woah, Sweetie, What?" Brendon asked concernedly. "Get it out of drawer! Please Brendon! GET IT OUT!!!" I begged. Brendon reached his thin arm into the drawer. He pulled out some-thing disgusting. "AHHHH! THAT SO BLODDY DISGUSTING!" Brendon squeeled Jumping into my arms, The way that I had just done. "See?! I told you!ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!"" I yelled, Dropping Brendon. We stared down at a blue used comdom. "Ew ew ew ew ew!`  Brendon shreiked like a little girl. I grabbed my hair supplies, And we exited the bathroom ASAP. We snuck back down to the living room. I stood over the slumbering Spencer. I reached down, Grabbing a thick lock of his hair. He was a really heavy sleeper. I wrapped the hair around the roller, And added the clip. I put in the other roller and clip. Then I took small peices of hair and put them in little pig tails. He had ten on each side. We both giggled. We fell to the floor laughing. "Oh oh! I know!" Brendon sugested, Running to the kitchen. He reached into the pen container on the island. He pulled out a black sharpie. He un capped it and ran up to Spencer. He dooddled on his face. When he was done, Spencer had a moustache and a little beard. We fell the the floor laughing. "Huh?" Spencer mumbled sleeply. We laughed histericly. "What'd you guys do to me?" Spencer demanded.  ``Go check for your self.`` I managed inbetween laughs. ``Run!`` Brendon screamed. We ran up the stairs to my room, Just in time to hear Spencer scream: ``RAQUEL!!!!`` We locked the door and tumbled to the floor. ``I think I just peed myself!`` I gasped. ``Me too.`` Brendon panted. We were side by side. I stared at Bendon. I smiled. He looked at me. `Your so beautiful. You know that.`` He said, His heavy breathing slowing. I blushed. `Thanks.` I replied. After a few mineutes, I found my-self making out with Brendon. He had his tounge in my mouth. I was digging my nails into his back. In a halfan hour, I found us, Naked on the floor. In an hour, I had found us clothed, After sex, Falling asleep on the floor. What a day.

Hey ppls. I kinda have writers block so I'm gunna give you my life story. Its true. None of it's made up. I might change the names of some people, For privacy reasons. But other than that, Its all true. Here we go. Oh and by the way, I might skip parts. I'm kinda only including the "Good stuff". Meaning stuff that I wouldn't normally tell the word. So here we go. (Again.)

 

I've always wanted to fit in with the other kids. Like any other kid would. As a kid, I've always concidered being beautiful as being tall Thin blonde and have blue eyes, Super smart, And having perfect teeth. Well, I wasnt born with any of that. I have brown hair, I'm fairly smart, Hazel eyes and super screwed up teeth. Most people at my first school were nice. They didn't care about any of that. All my friends liked me for who I was, My sense of humor and  my creative way of looking at things. I didn't have many friends, But I had best friends. In first grade, I wanted to be liked a lot. Like most kids. I made friends with two girls named Caitlin and Lara in 2nd grade. I'd know them in first, But the didn't know me enough to say the were friends with me. We started hanging out. By third grade, I was really rebeling, And thought skate boarding was the best thing in the world. I spoke my mind. It wasn't because I was rebelious, I had always done that. Caitlin was always on my case about how I acted, When I was following what she did. She was always telling me not to speak my mind, When she did. I got fed up with her, But forgave her because I wanted to be cool. I quicky found out they weren't cool. All of that changed one day. We were hanging out at the back of the school in the sand pit at the end of the soccer feild one day, When it happened. We had been fighting the past few days, Nothing major. Well, At least that what  I  thought. We had gotten into another disagreement, And I guess they plotted this behind my back, And before I knew it, I had rocks being hurled at the back of my head. That was the end of that. Shortly after, I became closer with my best guy friend Shaia. Then came Codi. She was sweet, And we were instant friends. Then, Codi moved to Ontario. I had suffered something like this before. My  best friend from Kindergarten, Moved to Penticton. I was just little so it was one of my first heart-breaks. I knew that since I had MSN, Me and Codi would be really close. When I was in grade four, I spent a few weeks at David Loydd George, The Elementary I was attending at the time, Then I moved to Richmond, My current home town. I was the mis-fit new kid, Who was just dying to fit in. Then, I met my friend Mineko. We had the same sense of humor, Dementedly twisted and slighty dirty, And we had the same taste in music and clothes. We also were instant friends. We stayed that way. We still are best friends. When high-school came along, Well thats when it got complicated. I was never the kid who was the sterio-typical "normal". Lots of eye-liner, Tight t-shirts and skinny jeans. When I first heard of My Chemical romance, It was instant love. They were my instant cure from the real world. Same with Fall out boy. They were my rock. My world. My everything. They also kept me from killing my cousin, Alyshea. That nosy copy-cat wanna-be emo. I'd hated her ever since I could have an intellegant conversation with her younger sister. She was rude, crude disgusting and slobby. And Jesus, Was she a bitch. In fourth grade, She broke into my diary, And read it. And on top of that, She told the boy Joey, I had a crush on him. He was a skater kid. I absoloutly loved him, And he did'nt even see me. One day his ass-holeish friend Chris, Screamed out: "Hey Cheryl, How come you like Joey?" I argued back that I did'nt. It didn't work. I never attended collage. I don't know why. Just never wanted to spend my best years on some gay assed colage campus.

 

So how'd you like it??? Please comment!!!!!!!!

Oh and guys, I haven't gotten a chapter ten out yet, But, Just to tell ppl, I HAVE A FAN-FIC OUT!!!! And if You have any ideas or want to be in my story, Read "Just a memo" I DO NOT GARUNTEE YOU WILL BE IN THE STORY. PLZ READ MY FAN FICC!!!!!!

 

Luv y'all

Me outie.

xx

Hey guys. I know ur all waiting 4 th be one-oh, But I can't really think of anything to write thats good enough. And I might need some new characters sooooo.... Like, If u read this and wanna be in my story the ust leave a comment with these details:

 

Name: (First Middle Last)
Age: You have to be 20 or up.

Boyfriend: (Optional.) Guy's avalible are: Jon, Spencer, Gee, Mikey, Frankie, Ray, Bob.

Personality: Quriks, Pet-peves, Behaivior traits, Anything else like that.

Pets: Optional.

Looks: Hair colour, Eye colour, Glasses(Yes/No), Height.

Oh and guys, This is a Fan-FICTION. It dosent have to be real. You can be 13 in real-life and make your-self 22. I suggest that you make your self a year younger than your boyfriend. If you have one. Like for example, Raquel is a year youger than Brendon. He's 20, She's 19. Get it? I hope so. By the way, I may or may not put you in my story, It's just, I need something to fill in the empty spots. And I need you to inform me ASAP if u want to be in any "Personal" *air quote* scenes. You know what I mean by "Personal" *ai quote*, Don't you??? If not, I roll my eyes. If u don't mind being in those type of scenes, I may/may not put them in mah story. Oh, And if anybody has any NON-DEATH related ideas, PLEASE SUBMIT THEM T ME!!!!!!!!! I NEEEEEEEED IDEAS DESPRATELY!!!!!!!!!!!!! So yeah. I you have any questions or other like-wise shit, Ask me. Oh and if You have any other things you can add to the questionare(sp?) fill out, JUSTT ADD THEM. U dun't need tuh ask meh. As the Nike quote goes: "JUST DO IT." XD

 

Love y'all,

Me outie xx

x~*Cheryl*~x